Desiree Lindstrom wished her fiancé DMX a happy Father’s Day yesterday (June 20) on what sadly marked the first Father’s Day since his passing. On Instagram, Lindstrom shared a sweet video of X and their young son Exodus singing the alphabet song together and thanked the rapper for being a great dad.

“SCREAMING HAPPY FATHERS DAY ALL THE WAY TO THE HEAVENS ABOVE…!” she captioned the post. “Earl you were such an amazing, protective, loving, inspiring, hands-on, incredible father! I thank God that [Exodus] had a father like you! I appreciate every moment you had spent with Exodus… In my eyes you are the best father a mother could [have] asked for when it comes to her child!”

“Thanking God and you for all these memories of you being a wonderful father!” she added. “I love and miss you so much… I know in my heart you are our guardian angel! Please continue to watch over us!”

As reported by REVOLT, DMX tragically passed away back in April after suffering a heart attack. Last month, Lindstrom and Exodus celebrated Mother’s Day by visiting X’s grave.

“Without you [Exodus] I don’t know where I would be… You have given me so much joy and strength in moments that I needed it!” Lindstrom wrote on social media at the time. “I love you so much and I thank God for picking me to be your Mother… I will always protect you and be that strong mother that you need in your life! Words can not explain how thankful I am for you, I love you wubba… HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS OUT THERE…! GOD BLESS YALL.”

The mother and son also spent the bittersweet holiday with Alicia Keys and Swizz Beatz.

“[Exodus] and I decided to go spend Mother’s Day with his daddy… Today is the first Mother’s Day with him being in heaven and not here with us!” she added. “We miss him deeply and love him so very much!”

Rest in Peace DMX! See Lindstrom’s sweet Father’s Day tribute below.