Reality star Peter Gunz, who stars on the hit WE TV series Marriage Boot Camp Reality Stars, revealed that he was a victim of sexual assault during his youth.

In a clip from the upcoming episode, Peter recalled the emotionally traumatizing ordeal. “An older woman, she used to do some really inappropriate things to me… put her mouth in inappropriate places. She made me scared to tell,” he added. “When I got older, 14, the girlfriends I had, I was pressuring them into having sex. So I felt like to took the abuse that I got and put it on other people. I always will regret that.”

Watch the stirring clip below.